Deep oceans of purple,
Bright clouds of blue,
Life lasts so long,
Love lives with you.
Hope dwells within,
Light neverends,
Hate from all others,
Strength to me sends.
Through the dank darkness
And dark doomfilled worlds,
Light travels onwards
And brings me new words.
Miser filled mind
Recedes into depths deep,
Laugh at the earth
From eternal sleep.
Live on an impulse
And never regret,
This thought is all
That my old life has left.
Focus on one
Strong steady True-goal,
Acheive your want,
Appease your soul.
Through silence peace
Through peace silence,
Keep this in mind
When life is tense.
Focus on one
Strong steady
You steal my life
My thoughts
My fears
My love
My everything.
Nothing is mine anymore
You've taken everything that I ever had
And made it yours.
I've taken on
your pain and suffering.
It's become my pain
My burden.
Yet everything I have I owe to you
So why do I hate you so...
Trying to block out the voices
The guilt.
Pointless actions:
Tidying, moving furniture,
Scribbling
Music so loud it drowns out my thoughts
Talking about nothing
With people I barely know.
Temporary relief:
Reading, word after word
Page after page
But it all comes back at night
Have mercy
What hurts you inevitably
Hurts me too:
The blankness that precedes the misery
Darkness before the tears
You're bleeding for both of us now
Current Residence: My house! Favourite genre of music: Metal Favourite cartoon character: Angst boy! Personal Quote: ie. philosophy style thing? Live for the moment
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Sonata Arctica/Lordi at the moment probably
Favourite Writers
William Blake/Tolkien
Favourite Games
Legend of Zelda: Windwaker/Ocarina of time
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo (gamecube)
Other Interests
Metal, poems, dragons, anime, fantasy... lots of stuff
100 THINGS.... repost this with your answers:
1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Truslove
2* Last word you said: hello
3* Last song you sang: Megadeth - Reckoning Day
4* Last person you hugged: Ltz I think
5* Last thing you laughed at: Hmm I don't remember. I laugh lots.
6* Last time you said "I'm in love with you"?: I haven't said that for a while. I've said "I love you" though.
7* Last time you cried?: a couple of weeks ago when I was all stressed?
*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing? non.
10* What's under your bed: boxes
11* What time did you wake up today: 6.15
12* Current taste: bread and soup
13* Current hair: l
"Tag, you're it! You must tell 20 things about yourself in a journal entry, have a nice day! MUWHAHAH!"
1) I'm a Quaker. ie. a member of the Religious Society of Friends. Not a crisp/oat. Though I don't actually believe in god.
2) I love music, especially metal, though I have a bit of.. nearly everything on my computer. But I gave up playing music.
3) I can never think of anything to say to people, so I talk utter crap and hope they at least smile and nod
4) I have no idea what I want to do with my life apart from be incredibly rich or better incredibly happy. And see the world.
5) I used to think 'I don't like you' was swearing. (When